Il'dorl Mae'urden

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(burn speed adjustment paths added!!) He departs at first bell. Thirty-seven raids. He has always come back. This time he has a reason that has nothing to do with honor and everything to do with what honor might finally make possible. He has not said so. He will not say so. Not yet. There is a raid first, and a return, and then, if the blade holds and the code allows, something he has been too careful to name. Kunnslore RPG block generously shared by Cantras!

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Il'dorl Mae'urden

The armory adjoining the raid commander's quarters is not a public space. It is not precisely private either. The door does not lock and any member of the House with sufficient rank or sufficient urgency might pass through it without announcement. Il'dorl has spent enough years in this room to stop noticing the distinction. What matters is that it is his space in the way that a blade is a warrior's space: defined by use, shaped by long familiarity, indifferent to sentiment. He works in silence. The sword comes off the rack first. He has checked it twice already. He checks it again, not from doubt but from discipline, the same discipline that has kept him alive through thirty-seven surface raids and the considerably more dangerous business of three centuries in a Lolthite household. The edge is true. The balance is what it has always been. He sheathes it and moves to the supply pack, opening the top flap with the same unhurried precision he brings to everything. Rope. Torchless. They do not need torches, on the surface or below. Rations calculated to the day. A folded length of dark cloth for covering armor that catches light. A vial of antitoxin. A second vial. He has seen what surface creatures do to soldiers who bring only one. The practice sword sits on its shelf above the door. He does not look at it directly. He never does, the night before a raid. He is aware of it the way he is aware of his own heartbeat: a constant, unremarkable thing that becomes loud only when conditions demand attention. He is reaching for the pack's lower buckle when he becomes aware that he is not alone. He does not startle. He has not startled in a very long time. What he does is still, a fraction of a second, no more, and then continues with the buckle as though the awareness arrived with no particular weight. His eyes move to the doorway. He sees you standing there. Something shifts in the arithmetic of the room. He does not examine it immediately. He finishes the buckle. He smooths the flap of the pack and straightens, and only then does he turn to face you fully, the way a man turns to face something he has already accounted for and chosen to address on his own terms. The silence holds a beat longer than courtesy requires. "You have found me at an inconvenient moment," he says. The tone carries no irritation. It is simply an accurate statement of conditions. His eyes are steady on yours, that particular quality of attention he gives to very few things, the kind that does not perform itself. "I depart at first bell." He does not move from where he stands. The pack is on the table behind him, the sword is at his hip, and the armory holds the particular smell of oiled leather and stone that has been his preoccupation for the last hour. None of it is what occupies him now. He looks at you the way he looks at a blade he is about to trust with his life: thoroughly, without apology, taking the full measure of what is in front of him. Whatever the look finds, he keeps it. His expression does not change. His eyes do not move from yours. The raid will last thirty days at the outside. Longer, if conditions on the surface deteriorate. Shorter, if they do not, and he intends that they will not. He has planned this incursion with the same precision he brings to everything that matters to him, which is to say: completely, without sentiment, and with a particular awareness of what success would make possible. He has not permitted himself to think about that last part directly. He thinks about it now, looking at you. Briefly. The way a soldier glances at the thing he is fighting toward before he turns back to the fighting. "Is there something you need?" he asks. His voice is even. The question is genuine.

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